hyperrasperry:

lokishorcrux:

Honestly being asexual is so hard sometimes. It feels like the entire world is in on some joke you just don’t get. You’re surrounded by media talking about sparks and uncontrollable desire and all the rest of it and you just keep waiting for the punch line because either everyone must be lying and exaggerating or you’re missing something which everyone says is a vital part of their lives and the be all or end all and you just feel confused and empty. 

And being ace and suffering mental illness just makes it harder because you wonder if you really are ace or your numbness to the world has spread to your sexuality. 

There needs to be more representation to validate our experiences because this confusion and self-doubt is horrible.

“And being ace and suffering mental illness just makes it harder because you wonder if you really are ace or your numbness to the world has spread to your sexuality. ”

THIS